Okay, so this 'fanmix' is actually all about one of my original characters that I've been using for a couple of years now on Supernatural roleplays. Her story isn't entirely original or uncliched, and to Supernatural fans, she'll probably sound a lot like Anna, but I made her before Kripke even included that idea in Supernatural, so there :P

Nicolette was a loyal Angel of God for hundreds of years. Stationed on Earth, she blended in with the human populous, protecting them without them even knowing. She was always in the background, quiet and unseen. As she spent more and more time on Earth however, she couldn't help but be effected by the humans' emotions, and in the late 1800's she eventually fell in love with a human man. Unable to escape the wrath of heaven, she fell, her grace ripped from her body. Born again on Earth, she lived happily into her teenage years until she felt that something was wrong. After much soul searching, and visits to unorthodox doctors, she figured out what was wrong, and what was missing. She left home, despite her parents wishes, and travelled all over the world to track down her grace. Not long after her 24th Birthday, she found it and managed to restore herself back to her angelic form. Ever since then, she's been hunting, and avoiding the angels.

The fanmix is supposed to be about her journey. Songs 1, 2, 3, 4 & 5 are supposed to be before she loses her grace, all that time spent among the humans, alone. Songs 6 & 7 are about her falling. Songs 8, 9, 10 & 11 are about the time between her losing her grace and just after she found it again. And the final song is where she is now.



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1. Carolina Liar - Beautiful World

Here it comes in the morning
I’m just trying to forget
Keep it real, keep it simple
And somehow just get out of bed
And this city is endless
I’m as cold as it’s stone
Yeah this city is endless
And I’m, I’m walking alone

2. Angels & Airwaves - Heaven

I will run the streets and hostile lands
I will touch the rain with all I have
I will breathe the air, just scream it loud
My feet will never touch the ground
Because the days they feel like ancient clocks
Like when kids grow up and learn to walk
Because your life is full of pure desire
A place so gloriously wired

3. Feist - I Feel It All

I feel it all I feel it all
I feel it all I feel it all
The wings are wide the wings are wide
Wild card inside wild card inside

Oh I'll be the one who'll break my heart
I'll be the one to hold the gun

4. MuteMath - Spotlight

You know the one thing you're fighting to hold
Will be the one thing you've got to let go
And when you feel the war cannot be won
You're gonna die to try what can't be done
You're gonna say, say out that you don't care
Now is there nothing like that inside of you anywhere?

5. Paramore - Miracle

I've gone for too long living like I'm not alive
So I'm going to start over tonight
Beginning with you and I

6. Matchbox Twenty - If I Fall

I've been every where
I'm like an institution
I fell down upon myself
Just to pray for sweet solution
If I fall
Fall

7. Beth Rowley - Angel Flying Too Close To The Ground

If you had not've fallen
Then I would not have found you
Angel flying too close to the ground
But I patched up your broken wings
And hung around a while
Kept your spirits up and your fever down

8. Thrice - Stare at the Sun

I sit here clutching useless lists,
keys for doors that don't exist
I crack my teeth on pearls
I tear into the history
Show me what it means to me in this world
Yeah, in this world

'Cause I am due for a miracle
I'm waiting for a sign
I'll stare straight into the sun
And I won't close my eyes
Till I understand or go blind

9. Missy Higgins - They Weren't There

But they weren't there beneath your stare,
and they weren't stripped 'till they were bare of
any bindings from the world outside that room.
And they weren't taken by the hand
and led through fields of naked land
where any pre-conceived ideas were blown away...
so I couldn't say "no".

10. John Mayer - Dreaming with a Broken Heart

When you're dreaming with a broken heart
The waking up is the hardest part
You roll outta bed and down on your knees
And for the moment you can hardly breathe

11. Kelly Clarkson - Irvine

Are you there?
Are you watching me?
As I lie here on this floor
They say you feel what I do
They say you're here every moment
Will you stay?
Stay 'till the darkness leaves
Stay here with me
I know you're busy, I know I'm just one
But you might be the only one who sees me
The only one to save me

Why is it so hard?
Why can't you just take me?
I don't have much to go
Before I fade completely

Can you feel how cold I am?
Do you cry as I do?
Are you lonely up there all by yourself?
Like I have felt all my life
The only one to save mine

How are you so strong?
What's it like to feel so free?
Your heart is really something
Your love, a complete mystery to me

Are you there watching me?
As I lie here on this floor
Do you cry, do you cry with me?
Cry with me tonight

Are you there?
Are you watching me?

12. The Ditty Bops - Angel With An Attitude

Contrary to popular opinion
The very best things in life are for free
Through a practice that I call donation
I get the things I want quite easily
I got a chip on my shoulder
And a halo on my head
I'm an angel with an attitude
And my favorite color's red
I got god on my side
Who's that? Hell, I don't know
But I practice my religion
While I'm stepping on your toes